I HATE MYSELF -

becuz
-im more afraid of the dark than a 4 yr old
-i act like a 2yr old at times
-i dream about scary movies
-my imagination goes crazy & so do i

at 4ish this morning, i woke up, needing to use the bathroom. then, i hear cat's meowing outside my house, they sounded really hungry. but being half asleep, i sorta thought that it was my brother's friend, christopher who could imitate a cat really well. when i came to my senses, i thought, "what the hell, it can't be christopher cuz its 4 in the morning." so i got freaked out cuz its really dark. i started to remember in math class, we were talking about eating people when yu are starved with no food and a dead friend....so i thought of cats eating cats & my i got a picture of a dead cat with blood all over F4 T______T;;;; & then i thought about "prom night" & the girl finding her boyfriend dead next to her. my bbycousin came over this week so she was sleeping next to me & i was so scared i didn't want to turn around and look at her. by this time, it was like 30mins after i woke up & i still needed to pee. i cuddled my blanket and refused to leave my bed.

& then...

i

peed on myself F4

T_____________________T;

JKS. but srly boycotting scary movies.