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omg so.
i'm a weirdo.
i wish i was ellen degeneres.
i'm addicted to guitar hero D8~ my basil ID is floobah.

dear [__________],
remember when you would call yourself an insignificant freshman, and me, a "popular" senior? i think those adjectives should be reversed and reserved. i remember from 'O7, where i would spend my whole time with you because i was obviously head over heels over you. i think you were too, but i was so infatuated with you, i didn't see it the 'smack down, right in front of your face' obvious. and that last day. the very last day i saw you, i know i screwed things over. you told me some bullshit, and a few more obvious things. when i came back, i asked for you to make a promise. you said you would keep it. you didn't keep it. you tossed it away. the few months we got to know each other was quite nice. october to december? what a pity, it feels like i was in some celebrity marriage. after you're gone for 3 months, i've been asking myself where you were, if you ever remembered our promise. good thing your friend [____] told me it all, or i would probably be downing in remorse, guilt, and self-appall.

it's a shame you never gave me an actual 'goodbye.' i've finally learned how to say goodbye to someone that probably doesn't know my name anymore. and guess what. it actually SUCKS that i've spent half a year going through amity, ardency, and infatuation with you. it also sucks that you'll never read this, but you know what? it wasn't a waste to me. in my opinion it was quite lovely. no, i'm not okay.

fuck you,
[___________]
Snippets
Apr 23
quit bye
Apr 02
and I say baby, I feel stupid to call you but I'm lonely, and I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't say you couldn't love me ~
Apr 02
I just poured my heart out, there's bits of it on the floor, I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water and call him up for more.
Mar 25
october 16. wow.