Albion. - - Profil3

Well, Albion is being disbanded.. and as such, so is the largest part of my Maple Story life. I can't help but feel this extreme guilt.. because when I think about it, it seems as though it's all my fault. Had I never left the guild, it wouldn't be disbanding. Had I never spoken up, it wouldn't be disbanded. It seems like the cause of all the commotion and fights, is me. It seems to have been my fault every time something along these lines occurs..

Albion has always been there for me. I don't play Maplestory for Maplestory, I play it for Albion. I can think back to even my earliest experiences, and remember Albion always being there. For Ludi Pqing, Albion was there. For training around Ellinia and in the Ant Tunnels, Albion was there. I can remember our first Guild PQ, our first guild party, our first guild event, and.. they're the reasons I play. Bonds I've formed with members can never be replaced. It takes being separated from them for a few days to help someone realize this. What's the point of leveling up if you have nobody to message to tell you did so, or people to try to keep ahead of in friendly races? Maplestory just isn't maplestory to me without Albion. Without Albion, I never would have stuck around for as long as I did. I would have quit long ago had it not been for you guys.

Normal people jump off a sinking ship, but i've asked to come back on it. Albion has one week to live.. and for some reason, I just want to be there when it finally gets disbanded, even though I know it will be one of the hardest things I've had to do. Without you guys.. I'm not so sure what will happen to me in Maplestory. Whether I'll join a new guild, go solo, or just quit Maplestory altogether has yet to be seen, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. I'm honestly just so sick of debating everything, discussing possible outcomes, and associating Maplestory with all this stress. I just want to drop it all and go back to the way things used to be. It's not being made a possibility, though.. the decision's already been made, and I'm going to have to accept it..

Members have already left, and for each one that already has, a part of the guild has gone with them. I'll always remember you guys and the joy you brought to the experiences I had each time I logged on. God... it's just so difficult to grasp the concept that everything I've EVER done in Maplestory has been with you guys, and now it's all coming to an end. I could list off hundreds of them, whether it be attending Shwuang's level 70 party, Ludi Pqing, venturing into the Ant Tunnels, Getting engaged, and reaching 2nd and 3rd jobs. You guys have ALWAYS been there.. and it's killing me to see you go.

I've been in other guilds.. and I've been in no guild at all, far more than I would have wished. There's just something lacking... and It's Albion. You feel isolated, alone, and... in a way, playing a different game. You want to go back to Albion, because you keep thinking, "I could be there right now, having fun with all of my old friends." But after this Friday, there will be no Albion to go back to.. and I don't think I'll ever be able to accept this fact.

Feel free to add me to your buddy list, guys.

-Caliptix