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| Written by Faavtro on November 20 2008
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Not really. I'm not suicidal.. I couldn't be.
I mean it in a slightly metaphorical way.
I've had the worst month or so, of my life. Solely on emotional issues. Not even my typical things you might have seen me babel about on Basil(e.g: "I miss my wove " . And sometimes I just get all "depressed" and think why don't I?
I'd obviously never seriously consider such a thought. But seriously... hell!
I'm not going into details, but let's just say, that I can't have something I really wanted(no, not a physical item. I'm already used to that). Granted, there's.... a 10% change I'll get it. And then, there's two other options.. one of which I REALLY DON'T want. The other, would be fairly okay, but I will still be hella hurting.
I mean, why? I wanted this so bad...... but now I can't have it.
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No no, don't kill yourself. There are ppl who care about you and no matter how bad things are now, atleast you have thier love and support. Life isnt always going to be fair for you, but you have to show that bitch that you don't care and live a good one anyways, cuz I guess das teh point of life, huh?
Bands: KoRn, Rammstein, Slayer, David Guetta, Muse & MASSIVE ATTACK<3
Heh, don't worry, like I said, I'd never really consider it!
But brilliant news! I turned that 10% chance into a story of success! I did it. I won it! HA! Biatch!
But I shouldn't even be here, I ain't supposed to be useling teh interwebz..
Bands: Bowling for Soup, Hellogoodbye, We the Kings, The Vandals
Faavtro said: "Heh, don't worry, like I said, I'd never really consider it!
But brilliant news! I turned that 10% chance into a story of success! I did it. I won it! HA! Biatch!
But I shouldn't even be here, I ain't supposed to be useling teh interwebz.."
YAY! Congrats
Did you get grounded? 
Bands: KoRn, Rammstein, Slayer, David Guetta, Muse & MASSIVE ATTACK<3
Na. See..... trying not to get into details again.... what I wanted, and ended up getting, was this thing, where they don't want you to watch tv or go on the internet. I had my iPod Touch though.... I didn't actually use it, I just popped in over here to see if anyone was gonna reply to this.. and you did! 
Anyway, it's over now.. and I'm sad.. not back home yet though. My crazy mother just had to stay with some friends before we went back. We should be heading back tomorrow though.
The bright side is that I'm on their kick-fucking-ass iMac! WOOT! Yay for getting to use a Mac!
Bands: Bowling for Soup, Hellogoodbye, We the Kings, The Vandals
WOW that was freaky.
Bands: Green day, Snow Patrol
I'm the one staring at your Profil3 picture :o
Bands: Bowling for Soup, Hellogoodbye, We the Kings, The Vandals
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