The Update & The End. -

Well...

I've become more and more inactive on profil3. I guess you could say im done with it? Its been abouts a year that i've used it. I've met some great people, even people that i became really close friends with. But sadly enough, things change,things just fade away and break apart.

I started profil3 to socialize, meet new people in windia specifically. I admired several profil3rs, most of which have become inactive as well. For some reason i wanted to be like them, be known as something. Making the banner for "the official group of windia" was i suppose was a start, after all, my own work representing windian profil3rs for about a year so far and has not changed :x (then again the leader of the group is inactive as well ^-^;;.

So a year of uploading screenies, writing blog after random blog, reading comment after comment i suppose the whole journey has changed since day 1.

I used to communicate with several people, day by day, resulting in an addiction to profil3. I enjoyed sharing my opinions, lifestories, and particularly my accomplishments in game.

I guess writing about some personal things wasnt my intention when i started this whole thing. But after time, I guess i just needed to write and just let things get out of my mind. I have been going through a lot, in game and real life - blah blah blah same old thing im sure many dont like reading about other peoples rantings about how their life just sucks right now - but really, all i needed was to just let it out and maybe some people would hear it, just... hear it.

Everyone wants to be heard, everyone wants to share an opinion. The freedom to speak one's mind is bliss.

Anywhooz.

Screenies became repetitive... oh i leveled, oh new equips, oh bossing, oh i got new nx.. and so on.

Videos, well.. youtube is for that. link/iMystics if anyone wants to subscribe or just chat with me.

Meeting new people, well. Guess i stopped doing that. Not saying i've become anti-social. Just uh i dunno ^-^;;.

Friends.. well most of my close friends that i've met on here have become inactive, or i do not talk to anymore for randomish reasons or personal reasons....

So i just wanted to say thank you

For the profil3 memories - MysticRains & MysticRainss.
To the people i've met
For the comments - even the odd ones
For the negative comments - mhmm sure.

As for maple. Well. It's been fun. MysticRains... well. It was fun too while it lasted. Things change and MysticRains will remain forever part of me. The name, the identity, the player. Sure maybe it's a game, but i was able to create an identity for myself and eventually the ign of MysticRains, broke free and i became known as my real name, Cozy, and it's all been amazing from there.

People see maple as just a game, but there are few that view it as more than a game. In the beginning i just saw it as something to pass time. "Oh wow pew pew i shooot my bolt lazerz". Then.. i met people, began to socialize. It took time for me to really just show who i was, took about more than a year. I was lucky enough to meet the most wonderful people, people that see past the ign, the character, they saw me. And thats when the game truely changed for me.

But now the game has changed and things became way too personal. Sadly there was drama left right and center. (Oh sure lolDRAMA). I know some people will say, oh how could there be drama in a game, its not real life blah blah blah. Well, some of the personalitys in game, are real. The people behind the pixels, are real. Sure there are several fakes, people just creating a new identity for themselves, but then there are people that truely show who they are, and i really admire that. But yes. Sadly when drama effects you and it exceeds the point to where it really effects you in real life, you need a break. Permanent or temporary.

Im not going to spare details of whats happening to myself in game anymore. MysticRains is over. That identity is over with, and has changed.

I wish everyone good luck and happy mapling and profil3ing.

I will leave what i left on profil3, i wont delete anything. Just memoirs of MysticRains and thats that.