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| Written by SkwabooZ on June 29 2008
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Lately, I have been noticing something. I have been getting depressed more and more. It sucks because when I'm depressed, I don't feel like doing anything; as if I lost motivation for everything.
I have many things that cause depression:
• Extreme boredom
• Having my dad nag to me continuously
• Getting enraged, particularly at people
• Thinking about my life, and how it sucks
• Missing a lot in GunBound/ Repetitively getting bunged by cheap BF's and JD's
• Looking at my wounds; especially my right hand
• Reading my 6th grade yearbook page (it sucks BAD)
• When I suddenly don't want to play piano in the middle of my practice
• Extreme frustration
I have nine main reasons for depression, and all of them have increased dramatically in the last several days. For example, my dad keeps nagging me about being 'independent'; Every single time I get a cut and/or a wound, it's usually on my right hand.
What I used to do to cure my depression was to play a game or take out my fury on a WiiBoxing COM. However, all my games have gotten boring, or I got stuck in it. Similarly, I've used the WiiBoxing choice too much in a wide span of time, so I usually get beaten by those 1xxx point COMs, which makes me even more frustrated.
So basically, I am depressed and I need a way to cure it- maybe suggest some games, tell me a fun thing to do, etc...
You you really cared about me, you would devote some of your time to read this blog. 
I will not take anti-depressants.
-SkwabooZ
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Suicide Ifeel like this all the time
haha if u read my blogs u'd know i went through a horrible depression for 2-3 yrs. i'm still recovering from it but i'm a lot better now. i've found my own answers to my problems and you will too one day. depression doesnt go away on its own, you have to work at it. find out what's missing in ur life and try to fill that hole. i dont recommend games cuz stuff like maplestory doesnt solve depression, instead do something with friends, go somewhere, shop, try a new restruant. if ur not natrually outgoing then its hard but it does release stress and depression. do something fun like watch all the movies in the theartre lol, or find an addicting book to read. dont fret about the reasons for your depression, concentrate on what can help solve your depression cuz thats more important. if ur dad gives u a hard time just tune him out, who cares about what he says? if u feel hurt then thats your body's way of telling u to get away from him. try not to hurt yourself, pain isnt a cure for depression.
Awww, that really sucks =( I used to get really depressed, about lots of ridiculous things, but it just sort of went away. I think it was a combination of multiple ways of socializing.. I made a website when I was 15 that got sort of popular on it's own level and made a lot of friends because of it, and a kid did a project on me in NY =P I got better friends in high school, and I played Maple with people. I just did whatever I could to escape. So... I guess... just find something that occupies you- try lost of different stuff! Maybe arts and crafts? Computer programing? Web design? Puzzles? D&D? Just, anything really XD So I know this probably wasn't helpful in the slightest, but I really hope that you find a way to ease your depression =)
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wat the above comments said.
personally, my mood depends on the environment that surrounds me. if its cloudy i tend to get bored and depress but if it is sunny im hyper and happy. if it raining i tend to think about stuff more.if it is hot, i tire easly while if its cold, im stock up on energy. hope u find ur solution
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