One Year, Nine Months -

How long has it really been? Though I can tell it's been a while you all should know I've never made a proper goodbye, so I'm taking advantage of that now. If you go around and say, "If that didn't happen, you'd still be here," it was bound to happen. You can't prevent the inevitable. Well maybe you could, but that's a different story.

Let me think of an example. Ah, a Mayan myth I heard. On the day of creation, all the animals lived in the same place. As I remember, the fish were eaten by the birds, and some land animals ate the birds. So a god told the fish to swim in the sea, the birds take flight to the sky, and the four legged animals take to the land. The point I'm trying to get across, is that we should move on-live in different worlds.

Do you know that this decision will haunt me every night? Its like an open wound. Does time really heal wounds? The deeper the pain is, the more likely it turns into a scar. It goes along with your story in life.

So I guess this is goodbye. If you want, there's still email-though I doubt that-rawr. Anyways, I've said my goodbye. Consider it a challenge. Watch my back at the crossroads. Who knows, maybe destiny will entwine our paths together.

Listen to these songs:
Starts With Goodbye - Carrie Underwood
Say Goodbye - Skillet
The Older I Get - Skillet