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| Written by MysticRainss on April 25 2008
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Anyways... Last 3 weeks have been a major heartbreak. A ex friend of mine started spreading lies about me hacking, to the point where i got whispers asking for me to hack for them. My MS dad quit and wont talk to me at all. The one person that i trusted and saw as a brother has been lying to me and completely backstabbed me. I lent him 50 mill and he promised that he would pay it back as soon as gached/got money. In exchange i got to play his dark knight in the mean time. Well months passed and he still didnt pay me back. One day he was having transaction problems with his nx, so i checked out his transaction logs on the nexon website, and yea was able to fix his problem...and then looking at the history i saw his charges from not too far ago... turns how he gached a buttload... But i guess i was okay with it cause i still had the feeling he would pay me back. I told him that i would need the money by the end of april. And well... the end of april came and i hear he got hacked. Meaning that someone else knew his account (his friend) when he promised me that no one else knew his account. And on top of it all... he had a silver mane which everyone knows costs 50 mill. I asked his wife about it, she said she lent him the 50 mill to buy it cause he kept whining about it, but she told him that maybe he should pay me back. He told her he wouldnt and would just wait for me to get back to get the money. This was all 2 days before the day i was going to come back. How could you make 50 mill in 2 days?. After being hacked, he just said he would quit the game, and now he's completely ignoring me on msn, not answering my questions at all. He's been pretty much lying to me all this time and to his wife too. The money isnt the problem, its the trust he took advantage of... and i hate him for it now. But its the hardest feeling knowing one of the people you trusted stab you right in the back. Along with all of this i get my heartbroken, i thought it was for the best considering the reasons. Reasons that i thought were true. After being told of quitting not quitting quitting, it's been a major roller coaster, pushing me to hold on and to let go several times. After telling my best friends what happen they supported what i was saying, that it was for the best. After trying to make everyone happy, for once i wanted to try to make myself happy for once. maybe it was selfish but i really did. I was completely depressed last week, and there have been a few people that have been helping me get through it all. One person has been there for me everyday that week, making sure i was okay, trying to bring a smile on my face. And yes i decided it would be nice to get closer to him. I saw him previously as a good friend until last week. We've decided to go really slow with it, because im still not ready but i did not want to lose him. Who knew trying to cheer myself up would make everything worse. The one person i loved about turns on me, saying things i never thought he would say, spreading assumptions and lies to people.. Then accusing me of things i did not have any intention to do. After saying several statements, and changing them time after time i've become completely confused. At the beginning he said that everything will be alright and it will be fine, and that i should try to be happy for once. Well he just made everything worse for me now. Im losing my closest friends because of this...and they wont even listen to my side of the story. After everything i've done to listen to my friends problems, they just turn their back on me and wont even give me the chance to talk. It's the biggest heartbreak losing all these people. It's even more of a heartbreak seeing the ugly sides of people. Seeing what they can truely become. I've seriously hit rock bottom. But thankfullly there has been few select people that are still supporting me, people that do believe me, people that wont turn their back on me, people that i've listened to and helped and they helped back. People that stopped me from quitting, from doing other things.... All i wanted was to be happy, and this is all i get... Well im not giving up. I''ve seen who my true friends are, and i've seen what people can turn into. But after all of this. I will say sorry for everything. Sorry for trying to making my week better, i should be making everyone else happy not myself. All i wanted was a smile on my face for once, after all i've gone through.. it's all i wanted... Well i guess thats it... theres more on my mind but this is all i can write. Umm good job to anyone that reads this. |
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I'm sorry if this sounds rather insensitive, but it's a game. I'm not trying to disrespect you or your feelings towards these people, but I was at the same place, and you must always keep that in mind. Don't trust anyone on the game to a point of feeling like you've hit rock bottom. That's not a healthy relationship/friendship. It's nothing more than a game.
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What Elu said. You shouldn't rely on a game. It is truly, just a game. People aren't going to play forever, and no one ever cares like in real life.
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Hey there, I know you don't know me, but I've seen you around before and I think you know one of my close friends. Anyways, just wanted to let you know that you've always struck me as a really nice person, and that I believe you =) Yeh, this is just a game, but game or not, those were friends you made, that broke your trust, so you have every right to react to this! Anyways, I hope things get better for you =D And don't be sorry for trying to make your week better, it's natural to want to be happy! So just keep trying! Your happiness is out there somewhere!
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Evenif it IS a game, they were your friends, not only friends but very close friends, so.. yea..
And I totally agree with Dwai. She said something that I wanted to say. :]  Don't feel sorry for all the friends that tried to cheer you up, that's what friends are for. They're there TO make you happy like them. :] Don't be too down... If you do, your other friends can feel down as well. D: :] (Hope that was any help. >
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in games or virtual places, people seem to be more dramatic than in real life... but thats not important... only thing important right now is THAT U CHEER UP  CHeer Up plz  or my heart will shatter too so as ur heart shattered for your friends SO CHEEP UP
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Hey there Mystic. Im sorry that i dont check profil3 that much and im sorry that i dont keep in touch with you even though i consider you my friend and im sorry you had to go through this.
As for all of you people who keep on saying this is a game, that part you got right. However the people playing the games are REAL HUMAN BEINGS, just because the circumstances are different and you didnt meet them at a party or at school doesnt mean they are any less real. The friendship you develop through hours of playing together are just the same, its time spent together. Just because you meet ppl online doesnt mean you cant be REAL and GOOD friends to them, just because you are hidden by a computer screen that doesnt give you the right to take advantage of your friends. Sure you can be rude to strangers, its still not really justified but at least you dont stab your friends in the back. So Mystic i kinda understand how you feel. Even though i dont MS anymore i have meant many good people and i still stay in touch with a few of them and its been 2 years. Mystic i dont really know what to say but i hope you feel better. I really dont have any advice because im afraid i might give you the wrong advice. I think you are just too nice and you where your heart on your sleeves but that doesnt mean you should always hide your feelings and be stone cold. If you ever want to reach me fast, just message me and ill give you my facebook or aim.
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Elu said: "I'm sorry if this sounds rather insensitive, but it's a game. I'm not trying to disrespect you or your feelings towards these people, but I was at the same place, and you must always keep that in mind. Don't trust anyone on the game to a point of feeling like you've hit rock bottom. That's not a healthy relationship/friendship. It's nothing more than a game." ^ true. but its a lesson of trust. i think once we lose it, it takes a lifetime to get back. at least this happened in a game and not in real life, so just stand up straight and watch your back in real life.
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