Life... - and Thoughts, Feelings, Love

Once upon a time I met a most amazing girl. She and I met online, in the most unlikely place to find love... Maplestory. It started slow, but nothing really happened, we just talked is about it. Although swapping pics and talking was the extent of our relationship, I began to become very attached to her in a short amount of time. I started working extra time into my day to get online if only to talk to her for a half hour. I turned into a young man crazily in love, thinking about her at the most random times, like when I was out with my friends, or about to fall asleep. After awhile she began to take long unexplained absences from the internet, hence from me. At first my love for her multiplied to the highest it had ever been, but then slowly I began to realise that either she did not feel the same way that I did, or she wasnt ready for a real relationship. Either way that thought kept sinking in every time I thought of her, and my love for her slowly died. It has been well over two months since I have talked to her, and I feel no anger or depression. Her absence made it very for me to get over her. If you are reading this, you know who she is. Pryolion, Courtney, if you are reading this, I have something to say to you. "Thank you, you provided a couple months worth of the best feeling there is, love. Thank you again for not coming online, it minimized the pain. Maybe in a few years, when you are ready for a real relationship, and have a half way decent outlook on the way life works, get ahold of me." So to anyone else reading this, I say follow your heart, even if it will only lead to a short love life, as the saying goes "It is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all."

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email - dareckdm AT NOSPAM yahoo.com
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