Valentine's Day. -

So today's Valentine's Day... and I find myself alone.

I'v had my fair share of relationships... all ending by my hand (metaphorically o_o).

I find that if I become interested in a girl, and they turn out to be interested in me, we hook up, have a brief moment of deep infatuation.. then it ends suddenly. E.g. I lose interest horribly and the girl seems different as to how she was before.

On the other hand... if I become interested in a girl, and they show little or no interest towards me, Im hooked. I take that extra 2 minute walk down the back hallway, a complete waste of time to get to my next class, just so I can see her in the hall by her locker... only to be rejected time and time again when ever I try to flirt and get close. Sadly, until we get together, I'm stuck in the unknown... never knowing what it would have been like or how things could have been.

Left with my feelings dangling... and hers in some other guy.

Thoughts? :l