Before I Turn 18
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Written by YokoKano on January 27 2008
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On Feb 15th I will become an adult (so many have said it to be when you hit 18). And so, before I forget, I wanna put down my thoughts about reaching adulthood
I've went from being an overlydramatic asian girl who lived her life on the internet/maplestory, to an almost 18 year old "YOUNG LADY" with still a large burden to carry and much to look foward to. Growing up never was easy, I had to deal with doing things on my own because of irresponsible parents, but these things made me mature faster ...at the cost of never fully trusting others. Still to this day I have yet to fully allow myself to trust people, but I manage to do it by and by.
Sometimes I look back on all the drama of my 3D life and my MSLife...and wonder.."was it all really so dramatic?" I'm about to fly off the comforts of home and embark on my own personal journey of life. I'm both excited and scared....scared that I won't be able to keep up with it ^_^''
Anyway I guess to make this long ass story short...people should never think that their lives are the worst in the universe. There's always someone out there more unfortunate, hurt, alone...etc. So I guess...*rubs back of neck*....ehh...well... never take your life for granted, people are blessed...you're blessed..and I'm blessed...we were born and being born gives us the chance to make a difference in our lives and the lives of others. I would rather spend my life facing the issues head on, helping others and making the world a better place for myself and the next generation, rather than kill myself or dope up because I feel like I can't handle the pressures of life.

You guys understand right? That's all I wanna say about my thoughts, ain't got nothing left to say.

Sincerely,
Yoko

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"I would rather spend my life facing the issues head on, helping others and making the world a better place for myself and the next generation, rather than kill myself or dope up because I feel like I can't handle the pressures of life."

Fuckin' amen.

Btw you look sad in that picture..

You cant always trust everyone to be there when you really need it. Things come up, What can you do?
Know that they're in your heart, guideing you where you should be going. Thats what it means to be with someone no matter what.
Bands: Nightcore.. and whatever random rock/techno I've got..

Hallelujah, praisah da lordah~
On a more serious note: Yep.
Even though you're *cough* a little more than 4 months older than me *cough* I still don't think that 18 is a definite age of when you become an adult.
Bands: AFI, Bad Religion, Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, No Use For A Name, NOFX etc

oh mary.....now we will have to wait till i become 'legal' to continue those 'boardgames' at your house D:
Blogs: maple soup
Bands: Dihrkah Dihrkah Muhammad Jihad Dihrkah Dihrkah Allah

Bgrmystr2 said: ""I would rather spend my life facing the issues head on, helping others and making the world a better place for myself and the next generation, rather than kill myself or dope up because I feel like I can't handle the pressures of life."

Fuckin' amen.

Btw you look sad in that picture..

You cant always trust everyone to be there when you really need it. Things come up, What can you do?
Know that they're in your heart, guideing you where you should be going. Thats what it means to be with someone no matter what."


I agree... there is always someone u can trust and I can back henry up on this one because I proved that to him myself..and i can do the same with him.. he literally knows everything about me... I tell him everything and he does the same... and we can do the very same for u if u let us... trust me.. i kno its really hard to let someone in totally.. one thing henry doesnt kno until now is that it took me about a year and a half for me to do the same... because of my life growing up I was always teased and picked on and pushed around and always was screwed over by people... but then we met at school and things pretty much hit off and it got better and better everytime... and look.were typically brothers... so just from personal experience, i kno I may not have went through the same issues u may have went to but I can relate in many levels.. but its awsome that ur making things work and I hope the very best from it...
Bands: too many to list... LOL...

Hey girl im the same age im 17 1/2 right now and well imo my life just started i dont even feel a bit close to being an adult but i am more mature then alot of people i know ,its awesome your taking time to sit back and relax and think of were you are and what ya done so far in life haha no need to grow up too fast being a kid last to little anyways great pics i like the anime type hair its really inspiring and awesome blog im gonnna add you now keep in touch
Bands: Disturbed,Muse,Finger eleven,Poison,Three days grace,Utada Hikaru,Keyshia cole.

oh and happy birthday in advance have a good one!!!
Bands: Disturbed,Muse,Finger eleven,Poison,Three days grace,Utada Hikaru,Keyshia cole.



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