Trust dedicated to pplz who dump pplz O.O - trust

Trust
You hav always been there for me
Now im regretting what I hav done
I'm not asking too much
But I rly need u right now
to get over this ordeal
That I hav started
I noe u wont tho
Cuz I started it.
And I realize it.

When I turn to u now
I cant find u anywhere
Except in my heart
Even when I rly do find u
U don't care anymore
All thats left of u to me
Is the memories
Memories of joy, happiness, sarrow, pain,
Depression
These tell me
I hav made a huge mistake
My mistake wasn't cheating on u,
Sharing my trust with someone else
It was breaking urs

I didnt understand it at that time
While I was going along the circle of happenings again
I didnt realize ur pain
But now I do.
Cuz I'm feeling it too
Now.

I didnt noe how much that hurt u
I noe it was for the best then
Cuz our trust was decreasing
It used to count
I had to finish what I started
So I just did it.
But now I realize,
What I hav done has burned and broken the trust that we once held
The trust that used to so strong was broken just by one faithful day,
my thoughts,
and one sentence.
"I'm srry but I'm going to let u go forever"

Trust takes a long time to heal,
Ours may never
It takes as long as a broken heart needs to be healed
My heart is now broken over wut I hav done
I realized trust isnt a toy
No it isnt a toy to be played with.

But I did.

Trust is a treasure,
It is not easy to earn it,
But it is easy to break it.
I earned urs
But then I broke it
So then it shattered.

Trust is truth

I hav broken ur trust with me with lies
Lies that i used
I understand u won't forgive me
Cuz u trusted me
I didnt return the favor
I understand and now I deeply regret it
I couldn't hide my thoughts from u
I had to let it all out to u.

Trust is Honesty

I was playing with ur feelings,
Now i see it's as dangerous as playing with fire
I pulled tricks into ur thoughts
Now they backfire
Leaving me behind in the shadows
My pain and sarrow stricken mind
still telling me its a mistake
It's a mistake that wont be healed.
Apologies won't help either
Millions of "Srryz" dont even replace a little bit of trust

Trust is truth
And it hurts when it is broken
I took the wrong path
Which before I thought was good
The choices were up to me
I chose the one where I saw chances for me
only.
Now I face the consequences
I still hear ur cries, and see the tears
I didnt plan this would hurt so much
So please forgive me
Believe me my heart is mending too.
-----Ny4ever