i'm such an idiot Y-Y - cgjfgjsfgjs

so i was at the orientation dance(SUCKED) and the girl i liked was there and so i was bored to hell and decided to sneak out and buy an energy drink or two so as i got back i met up with an old friend from 3 years ago we talked until only 1 hour left in the dance. i went out danced with everybody(not slowdance) and i was tired and bored when there was 15 mins left i was hanging out in the cafeteria until i heard my favorite song and when i got there it was over and the last dance(slow dance) was starting i was just bout to leave when the girl that i liked best friend ran up really happy and glad saying i asked her

her best friend was just bout to finish until my cell phone rang and it was my dad. he said he was waiting in the parking lot and i was just bout to look for her best friend again but i didnt find her and i just left.
i feel awful /./ what if she said yes and i ditched her D: and its the long weekend i cant wait that long D: