What is Profil3?
Add Vtec202 to my friend listSo yeah the party was pretty cool buzzed out a little bit, some firework mishaps happened I got mad but I cooled off we played some games hung out with friends I haven't seen in like forever the only contact I got with them were Myspace bulletins (myspace whores gosh) yeah life is great don't hate on the 08! I have so many goals now but I gotta stop fucking around in school, no need to make things worse. Also got some personal problems with some friends I guess I should step up and resolve it. I need to find a job. I really don't know I'm almost a senior in school life is going by so quickly I don't know the path to take. Yeah college and university I wanna make my mom happy but even IF I do make it there wth am I gonna take? I have no interest in any or most of the classes. School is boring but I like education. Guess that doesn't make sence but life never made sence for me. Things I like...I like cars, I like parties, I like to learn, I like REAL friends, I don't like skanks. I don't want to let my mom down but man things are so hard now. Almost exams too! I need to pass to get on the top 10 but I doubt I'll make it there. I always thought about dropping about but wth kind of future is that? I need money, you can't get through life without money no doubt. So many paths to take I mean I know friends that never went to college and have high paying jobs. It is all about the connections in this world. I don't have many. GOD who knows what life has in store for me! So many things to think about. Then you have your friends, and your "friends". Throughout my life I learned who was a real friend and who wasn't. Who used me for what I had and who hung out with me because of who I was. I have many friends but only like 5 of them were my best friends. I feel sad because I know later on everything is gonna change. Just too many fucking decisions to make and not a damn thing I...I...augh!
Sometimes I just feel like chillin out, roll a nice one, and listen to some 311 or Lil Wayne, Bob Marley, yanoe? Then I have my E-Life. Yeah the one with Maplestory. God some people are hella crazy and weird. But I've met some awesome peoeple along the way. I've learned alotta things. I always thought I was the only different one in Maple but I've met some of the coolest people ever. Football players, Bisexuals, GIRLS, people who share the same interest with me. Well I may never know if they are real or not but I'm glad I have those guys to talk to whenever I'm down. Maplestory is awesome, addictive though. I guess I could call it my alternative Mary Jane. I wanna get 3rd job so crazy. But I can't level so fast, too busy with life. I'm making it there though. Maybe by the time 5th job comes out I'll be lvl 70!
Yeah I never blogged before I'm glad I have this POS. Can just write what I feel here and let E-strangers read it I don't care you don't know me. I just couldn't express this towards anyone else but a website. My friends can never take my seriously. My relatives want me to become a doctor (asians...) yeah uh maybe a death doctor...Everybody thinks they can control ME this is MY life I decide how I want to use it. Problem is...I don't know how...
So whoever reads this have fun thanks for stopping by.