my depression - ..., friendship, secret, trust

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ok so it all started when i was in math class. my teacher was setting up pairs for the big 4 night trip to a universite, she made me a singly then put me with a really annoying dork. so the first night we told eachother our secret crushes and swore it will never leave that room. so the next 2 days he was a really annoying pain in the butt and so on...... then the last night i got sooo sick of him i left the dorm with all my stuff and demanded to my teacher to sleep on the couch. she said she really didnt care. so alll that night the annoying kid kept coming in the lobby(where the couch was and stalking/watching me. i was sooo scared he was going to rape me but he didnt he just went back into his room and went to sleep. when we got back it was friday and everything way awesome i was soooo releived to be off of that dreadful trip and i went home. then next monday i was sick and couldnt go to school. then tuesday............when it all went down......... i walked into science class and everyone was looking at me weird and i took my seat. then one of my best firends (katie) came up and whispered" jack theyre looking at you weird because shayne told them you like *******(im scared someone from my school plays profil3 so i will just leave her name as *******) so i was soooo embarrased and releived because i knew she would like me back........but thats when my other friends came in...........they went up to her and i overheard them said omfg ******* you would actually say yes to that lil badminton playing kid jack, like.....HE TOUCHES LITTLE $ YEAR OLD BOYS. then he came back to me laughing saying haha she said"no" i was soooo mad and i cant speak to much of my friends anymore cuz most of them are girls that hang out with her and im too much of a coward to face her the only good part is that i never heard her say no or them even ask he out for me, as for revenge for shayne i spread the rumor AROUND THE WHOLE FRIGIN SCHOOL and the main moral of this story is pick your friends wisely.........

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WOOT guess what happened today? yep thats right like 6 ppl asked me if i liked her i said yes at first they started to freak me out a lil but after a couple minutes i started to hear something that the one who i liked told her friend to tell me that she liked me back ^.^