i believe - - Profil3

I believe i have come to a sad realization in my life.

Other then the simple fact that people and life both suck

, and all that i feel is pain and pity for myself, why i do not know.

But anyways back to the point, basiclly im sad and extremely lonely, but the really sad thing about all this is its my own doing.
And i think i kinda know why, (i think) but thats for another time.

Anyways basiclly what im trying to say in all of this is that i need a girl, yes someone that i can spend the rest of my life with kinda girl. Why cause ive realized that being alone completely sucks, and i have hated every minute of being alone, not being able to feel the touch of a woman, stare into her eyes for no reason but just because i can, or give her a foot rub when she comes home from a long day, ladys im pretty sure you know what i mean right?????? But see the bad thing is theres not a whole lot i can do about my little problem, cause for some reason or another im way to shy, i cant even look at a woman without my knees starting to tremble, and my stomach turning into a bunch of knots.

Ok i think imma stop now im sorry you guys had to listen to me rant about my personal problems.

laterz everyone