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Duh.
And by the time im home you're not online D:
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Dec 26
Leveled yesterday and I'm at 50% already :D I love winter break < 3 (I hate hackers tho, died 3 times because of vaccers at GP's >_>) Dec 04
Third job < 3 Nov 26
69 is such a sexy number, don't you think? Especially when you're that level :D Nov 21
Possibly a Physics oral tomorrow and a Chem exam on Friday >_> Haven't touched any :D I so rule Nov 13
History went relatively well. I have Geography tomorrow (AGAIN O_o) and, again, I haven't even touched it. Go me! :D
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I was in school D:
Duh. And by the time im home you're not online D: Fillllly :[
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I miss you filly :]
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Lalalala Filip is my fav.
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Yeeah, movies and novels certainly helped.
Nuu. My point is that I want my prom to be super romantic, like I mentioned in that story. [Yeeah, I know everyone wants that, but I have an image in my head, and if I describe it, it wont come out like I want it to sound like]. No, no. You do not know those songs. I can guarantee you will know only about 2-3 songs on my playlist that categorized under that. Lmao. Well, you could have just waited until I woke up again. Or pee/eat while waiting, like Rafi does.
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were gonna cook them up and eat em
CUZ IM EATING FOR TWO YA KNOW. hahah :]
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FILIP!
WDFUX! i dun wanna lose you to those evil nexon fuckers!
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Filly... People are saying that the patch blocks european peoples IPs...
;_; filllyyyyyy...
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You've all been promoted because I just realized that I could promote people and where to promote them. XD
And I have no clue what you can do now. Go try. xP
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Weeeeell,
one time, I typed up a really long post, then I wanted to copy it in case something happened to it, so I CTRL + A'd it. then when I went to CTRL + C it, I actually pressed CTRL + V. So I was like totally freaking out, going ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. MY LOVELY POSTTTT. But thaaaaaaaaaaaaankfully, it had an undo button, SO I WAS SAVED! Ahahaha. I can just imagine it: Jumppp, babyyy. Why? Just jumppp. Sure thing, honey Some experience. It was nowhere near love though. It was enough experience for me to realize alot of things though. Mmm. So I'm going to go at a tangent [dunno if that's right, but it's what dictionary.com says] now. So I have theee perfect idea of what I want my prom night to be like. And it's alllll thanks to a book. Wanna heaaaar/seeeee again? Too bad. [I dont remember the names, so I'll just make some up.] So Julia is this head cheerleader at this school, and you know how cheerleaders are like in novels [mean, obnoxious, etc]. Julia and Mark used to be great friends back in 6th grade, but Julia teased Mark about something, and now he like hates her. Well, now that they're in high school together, and they both work at the same bookstore, at the same times. Julia wants to go to a good college, but she practically bombed the SATs. So she decides that she should run for student body president so that it would make her look better. Mark finds out that Julia is running, and he makes a bet with her. He said, "I bet you could not be nice to someone for two weeks straight." [since she was always making these mean comments to other people]. He said, "If you win, I will make campaign posters for you and take you out on a date. If I win, you HAVE to go out with this nerdy kid that really really likes you." She accepted the challenge. So for two whole weeks, he tried getting her to say something mean. However, the two weeks finally ended, and she had won. On the day of the prom, Julia came earlier and was talking to her friend. Then Mark came in with his date [they came with different dates], and he looked right at Julia from across the room. Then he went off dancing with his date. Later on into the night, they decided to switch dancing partners, and Mark danced with Julia. [Btw, mark also loves to fix cars for a hobby] While they were dancing, Mark leaned over and whispered into Julia's ear, DJSHSJLSFDIJ [something in French]. And she goes, haha. For all I know, you could have told me how to change my car's oil. And he goes, "no. I said, when I came in and saw you across the room, I was glad that I lost the bet." How sweet is that? Cept I dont want to be a cheerleader. Or mean. Mmm. If you knew what I was rethinking, I highly doubt that you want me to rethink it. I will not give you details about that, but I shall explain the emotional thing a bit. You got me to listen to my mixed CD while I was supposed to be sleeping [so I was lying on my bed, listening to the songs]. These aren't just ANY songs though. They are the type of songs I usually listen to--about hopeless love and whatnot. I haven't done this since november of my 7th grade year [so 2005]. And I kinda agree with both the loved and lost vs the never loved at all. P.S. Ahhhh. Is that some tongueee? Ahahah. Just kidding. And like rafi said, "I hope you dont become a doctor!" Because if I fainted, there really isn't much for you to do except wait. If I got some water in my lungs, then you'd give mouth to mouth. Thanks for the effort though, but eh, you have better people to make out with.
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I know, I figured I should pull away from the hair comments and move on with my life.
But .. Its just.. soo.. ORGASMIC.
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No, I did NOT need a day to write this, but I had to go do some chinese homework after reading your post, so I really couldnt reply.
Actually, from what I've heard, once you know how to speed read, you speed read everything you read. And also another reason as to why I do not want to take those classes is because you have to pay! And yeah, I'm pretty open minded that I can read faster, because compared to many kids my age, I read faster than them. My love of books and words > them being forced into reading. You know, when I typed all those things, I was just spitting them out. Whatever I thought in my head, I typed out. Yeah. I knew that you were going to point out the fact that not all that I stated is true love. I can argue that. Sure, you're right that many of those things will come and pass, and some are just the phase you go through when you have a crush on that person. But can you look me in the eye and say that you do not feel/think that way when you are in love? Sure, people usually feel/do those things when they have a crush on a person. But if I was in love, I would do most, if not all of the things I stated. Hm. That rephrasing thing. I would like to comment on that. I don't think it's more of a "you can't change their flaws, so you have to accept them." I think that when you find flaws in a person, it's not that you HAVE to accept them. Like, you have to accept them in order to continue being their friend, but more like, 'those flaws don't even matter anymore. Yes, it is a part of them, but I see past the flaws.' Hah. Here's another thing that I have to argue with you. 'The will to change for that person'. You shouldn't need to change yourself just to make the other person happy. I don't mean something like 'changing your schedule so that you can fit that person in', but more like if the person doesn't like how you act around their friends, because you look stupid, thus making them stupid, so you should change how you act around their friends. Not that. If they cant accept you for who you truly are, then they might as well just dump you and pick up a fake down the street. But yes, you should be willing to do MOST things for that person. When you start doing everything that that person asks, it just becomes more of an obsessive slave thing. Actually, it's more like: "You first have a crush on that person. As you get to know them better, that is when you start falling in love." I do not, I repeat DO NOT believe in love at first sight. You should know why. Of course I didn't describe true love. No one can put into words the feeling that you get when you are truly in love. And besides, what may be love for one person, is not love for another. Yeah. I'm not attacking anyone here, but I find it hard to believe that you can fall in love when you're 14 years old. Just a young teenager. Lol. I do not want to believe that I was in love. Heck, maybe because it wasn't! But anyways. I want my first love to be so much more. I have high standards for love. So I do not know how my future boyfriend will tolerate that. I am probably one of those hopeless romantics that will eventually find love, but end up once again getting my heart broken for being so danged stupid as you put my heart out on the line. And again, what do I know about love? I'm only fourteen. Yet I see many people claiming that they are in love, and will get married to that person, and so on. Then having said that, they get into a new relationship weeks later. I am just dumbfounded. And the other person just moves on to another person too, as if they didn't exist. Once you get your heart broken, it takes quite a while for you to get over it. 'Course, it was really love, then you probably will never get over it. When someone looks at your heart, they will see all the bruises and tape. [METAPHORICALLY] All those painful memories will always be a part of that person whether they like it or not. It's what happened to them, it's reality. They just can't deny it. And you may say that you've gotten over that person, but each and every time that you randomly see that person, you just cant help yourself, and stop and think: 'what could I have done to keep the relationship from ending like that? Does he wish that we could have still been together? I wonder what it would be like if we were still together. Would it still be just as rocky, or will we laugh at the people that laugh at us because they do not know what it is like to be in love? Should I give him another chance? Should he give ME another chance? What if we were still friends after our relationship ended? Would our friendship still be just as strong, as it nothing happened? What would he think if he sees me with someone else? Would it make him wish that he never ended it like that? Yepp. English isn't my first language either, but I speak it better, considering the fact that I use it more often. However, I guess I'm proud to say that my Chinese is much better than some older [or same age as me] people that I know. However, I dont have cable, and I never did, so I didnt really come into contact with Chinese over TV. So now, I listen to know I can, and read the subtitles. Uhm. No. Actually, my posts are longer. How so?, you may ask. You quoted me on like everythinggg. So that just adds to your amount. Whereas I only quoted you like twice in here, so mine is actually longer. ANNND YOU HAVE LIKE TWENTY PARAGRAPHS [where you split things up] And ya know what, Filip? I never knew that I could have such a discussion about love with a boy. If that kind of discussion happened in real life, HECK, I would love arguing my point. But before I do that, I would absolutely faint in utter disbelief. I mean, how much could a guy know about love anyways, seeing the society that we live in today? Oh great. Now I've got love even more on my mind. I am certainly rethinking some of the things that I thought yesterday. And it's leaving me a bit more emotional. Since I was supposed to say this to someone in an email earlier, but forgot, I would like to say it now, just to get it out there: "Is it better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all?" And from a song that I absolutely love: [i]"Who said it was better to have loved and lost? I wish I had never loved at all."[/i]
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Noooo, Bambi is my little baby, shes actually MY dog.
Our Family dog, Petey, is getting.. yeah. Butttt ... anyways.. Bambi is 2.
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Fineeee then, dont take my advice!
The hair that I got was normal looking enough, but it was just really short. I dont remember what it was called, and I dont remember that char's ign, so I cant look it up >_> Baahaha. I WOULD want to take speed reading classes, but the fact that "pleasure reading" [which is basically just reading] wont be as enjoyable anymore. Psh. Looks like someone doesn't know the meaning of love~ Or, at least MY definition of true love. Wanna hear it now that you've brought it up? No? TOO BAD. YERR GONNA HEAR IT. [well, read. but same thing] Love is that feeling of butterflies in your stomach when you think about, see, hear, or talk to that person. It's when you can't stop thinking of that person--they're always on your mind, no matter what you may be doing. Your face lights up at the sight of the person, even though you may see them multiple times a day. You can spend hours talking to them about absolutely nothing, and yet that is what you love doing. When you buy something new [such as clothes], you don't think, Hm. I wonder if my friends will like it, but more like, Hm. I wonder if he [depending on your gender] will like it. It's when you write their name over and over again, as if continuously writing their name will get it out of your head. When you read something sweet, the first thing on your mind is that person. You don't care what you do anymore, as long as it's with that person. You can be goofy, clumsy, or whatever, and you don't have to worry about what the other person thinks. You can be totally honest with that person. He won't judge you based on what others say about you. Each second that passes by without you talking/seeing/hearing that person seems like time wasted. Whenever you spend time with that person, time just flies by. They may not be the hottest person you've met, but their personality, and just everything about them makes up for what they lack in outer beauty, and they just become flawless in your eyes. Your last thought before you go to sleep is about that person, and the first when you wake up. Every second that you spend together seems as though you got to know them that much better. Mmm. You can totally tell that I don't think about this much. Anyways, I'm sure I have much more, but I just can't think of it right now. Psh. This is my 5th week of school. Bleh. Well, yes, I am learning Chinese, but not in the way that you think. I AM Chinese. I just take it to increase my vocabulary and strengthen my way of speaking my writing Chinese. [kinda like the fact that you take English at an English school, even though you already know how to speak and write it] Nya. My posts can and will always be longer than your posts.
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